thoughts of the night:
1. Jennifer lawerence is a goddess and i aspire to be her, people have told me i look like her i dont see that at all because she is absolutely gorgeous and that would be weird if i had a girl crush on someone who looked like me but whatever love her
2. along with my love for j lawerence i just really like boys. like i think thats all i think about ever oops. i dont know what happened to me but like actually all i want is to kiss boys and cuddle with boys and do other cute stuff.
3. going along with the last one i think im a little too desperate so i need to stop that cause thats bad and i dont want to be a desperate hopeless girl
4. Formal is over a month away but im already so excited and i just bought a dress but whoops dont have a date shit back to boys. maybe jennifer lawerence will go with me. and desperate again.
5. ya know sometimes i think what is life how do you do life. i wish i could do life like ezra koenig because god i think hes doing it so right. his latest insta post might have made my day maybe my whole week who knows.
6. i really should be studying but instead this post has gotten highly out of hand. oops see i suck at life.
ok goodbye fools